Part two Chapter seven

I had a terrible dream last night. I dreamt that I killed my mother. I remember that my father had disappeared and that it was just my mom, my baby sister, and me. We lived hungry all the time, but I was still so selfish. Then my mom got chocolate, half for my sister, and half for me. After I ate my half, I grabbed hers and fled outside. After eating it, I returned home, but my mom and my sister had disappeared. I told Julia and told her that it was probably best for us to stop seeing each other, but neither of us were willing to let go of that privilege. That is when we started talking about the Ministry of Truth. We came to the conclusion that they cannot make us change how we feel, and if we do that, we can beat them.