Part three Chapter six

I was now a regular at the Chestnut tree. I would go alone to drink gin. I still struggled with false memories of my childhood. But then I would look up at the telesceern and here about the battles we were winning in Africa and I knew that was truth. I ran into Julia, I told her I betrayed her and she said the same thing, so I walked away. I thought back to the Ministry of Truth, and the bullet I wished for. Now I looked up at the poster of Big Brother on the wall. The struggle with myself was finally over. I LOVE BIG BROTHER.